Exhausted

After 2 weeks of non-stop work and working late into the night and waking up early, I think I am exhausted. Coupled with crappy stuff like the OT issue and crappy friend who kept thinking that I am different, I had enough. My mind went blank.

The OT issue was an alright issue because I din really care about how the others think about it, I just stuck with my position. But the crappy friend issue was really uncalled for. When I am like running at max capacity and hope that my mind can do only one thing at a time, this came training my way. As such, my bloated mind just pushed this off the cliff and relished in hearing the slow falling of this issue into the deep abyss.

My neck and shoulders are really feeling the brunt of this mindless work. They have been complaining since like a week ago. I think I need to go for massage. More than so, I need a short break. Not the weekend-kind of break, but a 4-5 days of nothing-to-do-ness.

And I have unappreciative bosses. Really disappointed but as usual, within my expectation.

But I need to snap out of it and change all these into positive energy. They can take me out of my life but they can't take the life out of me.

AND I AM SO LOVING MY NEW BOSE HEADPHONES!!!!!!!

Modern Family

Loving Modern Family! The show is as american as it can be. I love the interaction between the three families. The setting is as the title suggests, modern. They even involved iPad! Considering its only out yesterday. I am so intoxicated with the american culture. I am starting to believe that I have american blood in me.

From Desperate Housewives to The Office, the american culture is still very much alive. From the New York city sex and the city, to the suburbania desperate housewives and to small city office, everything seemed to screaming out to me.

Like the aunties with the obsession with k-dramas, I have mine with the american shows. Of course, not every shows reached out to me like 24, prision break, and a host of other gossipy girls stuff. I am more for the family, office, and maybe Heroies stuff.

iApril

The month of april brings forth the summer bells. April always make me feel the passion and the heat. And it is also the month of the iPad!!! I believe a lot of my fellow apple brethren are killing them with the iPad radiation right now. And for us, 12 hrs away, no news.

The saying "No news is good news" DOESNT apply here. No news means no news. It's going to be a painful wait. Just like the soldiers' wives standing silently by their door-steps, waiting for a hope. For much of the european countries and canada, at least they know when are they receiving their hope. Why can't our neighbour to the north give us the same hope?

I so wanna be in the apple line now. Waiting to get the iPad.

Its so not fair. Not fair at all!

What is the meaning of earning money?

Have been feeling stressed up in terms of the work load and the quality of my work. My atrocious level of concentration has finally caught up with me. In doing audit, I think we must maintain a high level of concentration. We must be ready to deliver quality work and by quality, it will means that everything on the checklists are filled, every words are prudently processed and every procedures dutifully performed.

What makes audit different from say a commercial AP accountant? I am still thinking. Of course, to think deeper, a doctor or surgeon will need to be on high alert all the time. They are dealing with human lives.

Thus, is the level of remuneration proportion to the level of concentration required?

Gaga In Wonderland

Damn hilarious and it involved my all-time fav lady gaga....

Galloping away

My mind is fast galloping away. LIke the unbridled horse of the mongolian plains. It ran further and further away from me. I really have no means to bring it under my rein. What the heavens, just let it go. Afterall, there may not be a next time.

1Q2010

Just like the listed companies, which need to do quarterly announcements to update the shareholders and general public about their performances, do we need to do a quarterly announcement to keep us on track to whatever we are doing?

I think I need to do a weekly announcement given my short attention span as I will definitely forget to announce when the time comes should I be doing it on a quarterly basis.

Suddenly there are a lot of changes and many for the good and of course there are changes which will leave me thinking, "What next?"

There are a lot of "I hope" but how many of those do I really hope to achieve? Maybe none. They are just fragments of my imagination and random pieces of my guilt to remind me that I have to start planning for a lot of things. Life can no longer be muddled along.